Today on my way home, I was struggling trying to tell God my problems... In my head, in a very quiet voice, I heard, "Be still..." I thought it was just me being silly, so I started again, and there it was again, "Be still." So this time I did, as best as I could.
So for tonight, instead of writing it all down, I'll just say that I'm very discouraged, feeling like a very hideous, mean & ugly person, hating myself, but trying very hard to
just
be
still.
God I am still and know that You are God. You alone.
Love you!!!!!!!
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