Sunday, June 17, 2012

30 Father's Days

Today was the 30th Father's Day since my daddy left us.  It hit me in church as I heard my oldest singing.  He never knew my kids or my sister's.  He never knew Jessica or me as adults.

I know it probably sounds silly, and I can't believe it sometimes, but even after all these years, I miss him a LOT and it hurts sometimes still.  I have held it in today like I do most of the time when it hurts, but I wondered as we stood together, the five of us- what would our daddy think of us girls?  What we he think about his grandchildren and son-in-laws?

I miss him.  I can't believe it's been 30 years- how did that happen?  Man, that sounds like a long time!!!

Happy Father's Day Daddy.

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